Christmas yet again...wow, it's our second one baby.  It started out wonderfully...but it doesn't look like it's ending so well.

Lisa, are you mad at me?  why didn't you return any of my calls or text messages...did you get theM?  I sound like some creepy stalker, but i'm almost tempted to go knock on your door just to say merry christmas and ask in person.

wow, i was really hoping I would get to at least say hi to you on christmas, but since i have no idea as to whether or not you got anything i sent, I guess this will have to do even though it's nothing even CLOSE to saying it in person...

please...tell me you're okay =\  I miss you, and I'm still here...

As I sit here during the last few minutes of Christmas I have...I can't seem to think of anything else.  you're all that's on my mind.

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...just in case you don't hear me every time...